My heart is beating in my chest to be broken to never be the same
It no longer wants to beat for itself or the comforts of life. There is something more it can beat for and it will beat as loud as it has to for all the ones that cant beat.
It’s really quite simple the cry of my heart is to love.
So my heart wants to beat for love
My life is to live for love
The ministry Ad-nai is calling me to is love.
Not just any love, the only love, from the only One that can love.
There are so many children laying on the street right now that have only encounter a filthily love, that is if they have been lucky enough to encounter anything but hate.
So many children that we choose to not see even though they are standing right in fount of us.
When I say streets I not just talking outside on the ground im talking about children and young adults that might be surrounded by people but are alone. not able to really feel love that aren’t seen even though they are always being stared at and watched.
And you know what Ad-nai says about that? Well why don’t you ask Him.
In James 1:27 Religion that is pure and undefiled before G-d, Abba, is this: To care for orphans and widows in their distress, and keep oneself unstained by the world.
And in 1 Corinthians as well as many other places in Ad-nai word it says if you do not love you a have nothing and are nothing. It even goes so far to say that you are nothing but a noisy clanging cymbal.
the cry of my heart is to live for HaShem (His name, ‘G-d’)
in everything I do. Relying on Him and Him alone
living soley for Him and being satisfied in Him
letting go of all of my pride, my selfishness
my comfort, my life as I once knew it
I cry,
shed me of myself
rip me down to the very core of who You made me
break me from who I have become
shape me to the shape that I have stopped you from moulding
blind me so I may see Your glory
make me mute so I can only speak of You
parilyze me so I may only walk to give You glory
cover me in darkness so that You are my light
love me
ruin me
so only You will be gorified by my life
sanctify me
hold me
make me new
so Your name is glorified in everything I do
let Your light shine through me
keep on ruining me
make me humble
so I may stand in front of You
this is the cry of my heart
make it true
