being broken down for a love so much bigger and greater then comprehension

New shoes

every step you take you feel heads truning, eyes stareing, people wispering, even yelling, mocking, yet you walk on.  Quicken your steps keeping your head down, act like it doesn’t matter.  You just feel as if you dont belong here. Asking yourself “What am I doing here”.  In your heart you feel HOME, HOME YOU found Home. How can you feel so out of place at home? you entered a new world, a world where ladies and men don’t talk on the street where, guys look at you but you can’t look back, talk back or even act like you are alive, a world where showing skin is saying disrespect me. Where rocks will be thrown and no one will stop them. You are filled with love but have to hold it all in, you were thrown into a whole new world, and you dont know anything, like a child you start all over. You want to just go back to familer but your heart wont let you, so each day as you rise you put on different shoes.  Shoes that have been walked in, worn out, and that are too small. and brace each day with a smile on your face and love in your heart.



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